ego suicides

So, this is my first ever livejournal entry.

I guarantee I will look back on this day sometime in the future and remember how clueless and lost I felt. I DON'T KNOW WHERE ANYTHING IS. Whenever I find a page that seems like it might be the one I've been looking for, I leave it and can't find it again. All I want is to make my livejournal actually look GOOD. Css, graphics... how does everybody else do it? Maybe I'm just a stupid newbie. Or maybe I am just really, really tired. I'll go with the second one.

Anyway, I decided to make this livejournal because I really wanted to see this one post. Sadly, the only way I could see it was if I was "logged in". So I clicked "Join" and filled in my shit, confirmed my email address, ect, ect, ect. Then I was done. Finally. Seven minutes later and I was clicking on the link I had wasted my "precious" time on. And what was I to find? Three extremely pointless (not to mention ugly...) icons, which had probably been made on Ms Paint. Oh. Great. Now what?

So I decided maybe having this livejournal won't be so bad. I will be able to write (poorly, maybe; but still) and post some of my icons and banners. Not to mention click on links I might not have been able to before. Ooooh wow.

I must admit though, I am a little excited. A little. Okay? A little.

Now, if only I could find out how to get some friends and maybe someone would actually read this...